Aug. 21st, 2009

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I had so much fun at the zoo. Me and my baby took a day trip to the L.A Zoo and watched all the animals roam. She kept naming all the animals that are in this show called, 64 Zoo Lane. The animals were really active this time around. I can't wait to go back after my sister's son is born.

That's the good part of the trip, the bad part is as soon as I walked past the exit, I had a breakdown. I started crying, it was the first time I took my daughter to a big place without my husband, but he went shooting with his friends (that's a whole other story), so I felt the need to make him feel bad, but in the end I felt the heartache. *sigh* I am gonna try and go out with my SIL tonight, to her bf's concert, and get fucked up off my ass, of course if she pays for the alcohol (she owes me). I need lots of space right now, and I think that will be the best thing for me to do. My mom doesn't want to let me come down and visit with her for awhile, she tells me I should work it out. I just need air, and then it will be fine. I need to miss him and/or he needs to miss me, I just want to go. It's really hard for me because I don't have an out. I rarely party, I don't work, I don't go to school (money issues, of course). So I figure, that would give me the space.

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